Wednesday, August 13, 2008

6 days 3 Sleepless NIght after Beloved Grandpa Leave




Since young I was brought up by my grandparent, and they're just like my father and mother. Ah Gong never scold me nor beat me since young.
My Ah Gong love to watch soccer, the 1st soccer team i get to know is LIVERPOOL. I remember that time I was only 4 to 5 yrs old. As usual, Ah gong will sit on our house floor waching his favourate soccer match, and I'll automaticaly sit on his lap together with him watching 20 over men with different skin and hair colour chasing after 1 ball. I really don't understand wht izzit so fun about that game, Ah Ma and Ah Gong even quarrel over the TV because Ah Ma wanna watch chinese drama series and Ah Gong wanna watch soccer and we have only 1 TV at home. Haha, ended up my aunt decided to buy 1 more TV for Ah gong so that each of them get 1 and no more fighting on which chanel to watch especially on weekend. SOCCER, a sports that i used to feel so boring and irritating, however now I myself become a Soccer lover...
Everytime my grandma wanna beat me, my grandpa will hug me n protect me from makan rotan from my grandma, ended he kena Belasah by my grandma haha... I think my grandma purposely wanna do that also.
I'm now waiting for 1pm noon to reach as we need to collect Ah Gong's ashes at the crematorium. Ah Gong pass away on 29th July which is 6 days ago. Last week 27th when i go visit Ah gong he still asked me bout my career and how's my life recently? NO matter when Ah Gong just wanna make sure we're leading a happy life. BUt now... Ah gong can only live on in spirit. Pain, distress and sorrow are not enough to discribe my feeling right now. the feeling is awfully unbearable and grieve to the extent of wishing to die!!
AH GONG, may you rest in Peace.... I'll be a good gal, if possible will find a good man that can take care of me and won't let you worry bout me again! Ah Gong... I miss u so much! Your love shall forever live in my heart and also those fine, happy and wonderful memories grant from you shall remain Forever.

2 comments:

Simon Seow said...

My condolences.

just_amy said...

Thanks Simon....
I think u r the 1st n only person that leave me a comment....